117 blogger posts and not one of them worth a damn.
None will do any one of you any good and honestly I don't see how they would for myself either.
I should make better choices.
Know cleaner people.
S'not too late for me to become one of those 'good' people who call when they're going to be late and smile at strangers all the time and try to go with the grain and are always fair and love at least one person at all times and don't feel like intentionally irking them or just disregarding them at random points. and stuff.
But I probably won't.
I might start to recycle someday and maybe I'll finally learn to STAY a vegetarian.
But i'll never reaaaally change. I'm just mean at heart I think.
or self-centered.
so like...why have they not made mint water yet?
I'd drink it.
It'd be better than water that just tastes like artificial sweetener.
someone make it.
Please
[CowboyBebop]
to:
every male who has ever taught me a lesson
my past lives--my old soul
The friends who have wasted the most of my time--diversions appreciated.
(i.e. four-wheeling/getting high/making fun of people)
Jessica who has supported me in every god damned move I've made.
even the incredibly stupid ones.
Literature and Music
Specifically that of Richard and Elliot
Staple it together
we'll call it bad weather
You've just got remember that up isn't up any more
and yes really means no
and keep on keeping on
and in the way the dying speak he cried..."GO FUCK YOURSELF"
"for christssake renee, please! make some fuckin sense"
:( i need you :(
I have my fair share of friends and alot of them are close
and on normal occasions I can seek help from the majority of them
But realistically. There is no replacing jessica.
there are things here and there
I just can't go to sturt or sam or david or derk or even elizabeth about
but it's like...not even slightly difficult turning to jessica with them.
Not everybody can see the truly intense, smart,
and yes alternative at heart jess that I do.
We may not hug or even get along all of the time
but No One understands me more, knows me as well
or has better reasons to love and hate me than jess.
There is no one I'd rather sing the Zephyr Song in Paris with
no one else I'd rather have live with me for a week
and no one else I'd rather abuse.
God bless your tolerance and patience.
Now come home!!! No one else knows how to handle me!!!
Freshmen 04--yeah. you know how we do.
Party on david.
hahhaahahahahhaahah
We had to put david in bed.
I should have taken more pictures